Oct 10 - Depressed or What

October 09 2010 - Loss €362

Did it again, sitting at home - no alcohol involved, decided to to some betting. I'll call them impulse betting.

Golf : Presidents Cup : Lost €100

U20 : Fifa World Cup : Lost €140

Greyhounds : Implemented a Sysyem without enough simulation data : Lost €83

and to cap it all the one horse I laid that was matched won : Loss €39.

Gotta decide whether to lodge more cash and suck it up or just give up.

I'm gonna record the stupid bets above as "Impulse Bets" to try to remind myself of the inevitable outcome before I do it, I knew by my mood all day yesterday I was going to do some stupid gambling and still persisted. I know that even if some of these bets had won I still would have managed a way to lose cash yesterday. The bad thing about it is I still feel in the same mood , it's a lovely sunny morning yet all all I feel the need to do is gamble and find a dark corner of a pub and get extremely drunk.

Decisions , decisions.